DIARY OF HER LIFE

In the name of Allah, the most Gracious the most Merciful

I've been wanting to update this blog, but every time I write, the post didn't end up here. It just become a draft and kept in my document folder. So today, I just feel that I have to post something here..:)

Someone told me “Iema, how about you enjoy your life a little bit. Don’t be too hard on yourself. You never know when you’ll have free time again” What…? Hurm..I’ll think about it. No, I’m thinking right now. …………………………………………………………………………..

urgh…am I not enjoying my life? Don’t know. And what do you mean by ENJOY? I don’t get it. From my aspect of view, enjoy is the feel that you like when you do something. I can’t say I’m not enjoying my life right now but I might put a limit to it. Yeah..definitely. Feeling enjoy is enjoying but feeling alive is more to it. I like to feel alive more than feel enjoy and to feel alive you need every emotion you can put on word. Happy, sad, pain, like, hate, love, justice,anger, anxious, calm, at peace…these are just 1% of it. Emotions. Feeling pleasant, unpleasant or neutral is a big part of it. But the emotions, they are just beautiful. Sometimes you can put it on word and sometimes no, you cannot even if you try to combine every letter in this world.

You want to feel every emotion you can find but there is no time. Time. Something that you can have but you can't get. Every seconds has its value. Either you appreciate it or you waste it. You become older from seconds to seconds and then from day to day and you celebrate your birthday every year. That is the time of year when you wonder "One year have past and what I get?" ...time? That you don't get.

Anyway, if you hate to think much..just live your life to fulfill. Every seconds of it. Every minutes of it. Every hours. Everyday. But its all depend on how you do it. The way you do it

p/s: the post came out longer again from what I expected..:P

write to breathe

love,

fatima azmi