DIARY OF HER LIFE

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful

Learning is a part of life process. From the day we come to this world we've been taught to learn. We learn how to walk before we talk, how to spell before we write, how to eat before we poop? "..."

Anyway, from day to day we learn the basic stuff, the interesting stuff, the boring stuff and the other stuff we've been taught to learn. As we growing, we learn by trial and error, we learn from mistake. A mistake become an experience. More mistakes make us want to learn more, more experiences.

I made a mistake which I don't tend to repeat. A mistake that really make me think. A mistake that really trouble me. They say "What doesn't kill you make you stronger". So please, don't kill me now! Give me one more chance to make it right. I don't know how much longer do I have but I really hope I'll be able to make thing right how it supposed to be.

From time to time we learn something either by easy way or hard way. Almost everything I've learn I got it by easy way. But this time, I have to learn something by hard way. It sure is not easy for me and I don't know if I'll be able to make it right cause this time, it's different. I have half the confident than usual and the feeling is really different. I never been less than 70% confident in my life and it really scared the hell out of me.

All I know is, I have to get through this, I have to make it right although it depends on The One Chance. Either I get it or not. Time will tell. It always make the decision for us.. -_-

p/s: Today, we learn our cat, manja a.k.a belang a.k.a bijan (I just gave him that name when I get back from Cairo last time cause I miss our "kucing angkat" at my house in Cairo :P) can be really annoying sometimes. I ended up mopping the whole kitchen cause Bijan dirt my house kitchen with his poop~!!

love,

fatima azmi